There was once someone here who asked me if I had heard of this man. I would like to talk to this person. This journal-thing would be the last place to expect communication, and perhaps I am instilling myself with a sense of false hope, but I would like to talk to her.

The truth is that random people making silly comments can/will undoubtedly change your perceptions, given the proper circumstances. I find myself continually segregating myself from the rest of society, and I do not know any of the answers.

I have been considering going mad, but wondering if I already am.